Tuesday, July 17, 2007
stress luh. like yah. how many months already. whatever luh. maybe I just fear the consequences too much so I've been holding back so much. I don't think this is the only thing that has brought stress. grr... other things have brought hurt too. tons of it. yeah. I really don't know how to describe every single thing. but it's tiring, it's exhausting to maintain what was once forged. I can try... I want it to be like before. but can it be? it'll be different I think..somehow I just assume that. arh. sheesh. it's really hard... it brings alot of pain...God grant me the strength, confidence and wisdom.
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