Monday, June 04, 2007
wahlao...please let me off...I know you didn't mean it.but I cannot take it.you know...I tried freaking hard today,not to be emo or depressed.it's demoralising.I wasn't prepared to take anymore of this,I thought you wouldn't say anything.but who knows...I really don't want to go for thatI'll try harder okay?please let me off...I know you're just trying to help,but yeah.looking at another situation, argh! mann. I can't believe everything's so swift. crash. there I go again. I really want that break. but yet, I know I need to keep running. like I'm at the line between a portion of the race and another. starting line of a new one portion of the race. thanks alot huiqing...yeah. for reminding me of things I've forgotten though so recent.and for cheering me up with all you lameness and craziness. yeah.yeah. that 1%... I'll try.making that difference, I'll try.blah.blah.blah. there I go again. I think I'm falling sick. fever or something. my throat kinda hurts a little.. my mouth,teeth,gums obviously hurts [yeah. after all that metal wires and all.]oh well.. that's me. I guess.God I pray... help me to keep on running.
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