Saturday, June 30, 2007
haha. I wonder if at the end of this post I'll become emo again.. haha. let's hope not. I think it will really sound emo.. but I didn't intend for it to sound emo. it's just..erhm..urhm... thoughts. that I've been thinking alot about... it's not very specific. just in general. haha. okay.. haha. I've typed a whole lot of stuff deleted, re-typed, deleted and I've finally decided that I'm not gonna type them out anymore.. one it's irritating me.. cause I find it hard to consolidate my thoughts now... haha. a week of thinking.. what do you expect? haha. obviously there's alot to say and consolidate.. too much in fact. haha. whatever it is.. I love the beach now.. I sat there for a long time today.. just think and all..I cried. God spoke. haha. beach. a nice place to cry at. haha. nobody really knows what has happened this week...some maybe a little.. but hardly. cause I didn't say anything. I didn't call...or really sms-ed. I'm too lazy to call nowadays.. wait for people to call. haha. whatever happened this week, I'm proud of my achievement... for being able not to be as emo as I thought I would be.. and for being able to control myself from ranting my head off. haha. oh well... time to continue thinking.. a penny for my thoughts... you don't need to pay a penny though.. if you ask about my thoughts.. haha. it's just whether I want to tell you or not.. or whether I'm ready to say anything about it... haha. loll. okay.. that sounded emo-ish... haha. but I'm not okay... crap. I don't want to perform... 12 July.. not concert... haha. aiyah..oh well.. heh.
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