Monday, May 07, 2007
I think today really took it all out on me. like... okay. nevermind. maybe I should learn to take things easier... I seem to be taking everything the hard way or something... like crap. after english paper, angela and I were like "drowning our sorrows" in bubble tea. yeah. oh well... and huiqing was like " you're gonna grow fat" oh well.. I don't know luh... but Mondays always seem to be the hardest day...right. and so.. I went home really depressed =/ yeah. maybe more of discouraged?...okay. I don't know. but anyway, then I guess... it was God's timing, I went to play worship songs on the piano instead of going to study and all... yeah. that was like my ministry time. it's like the place I go to nowadays to try and lift my spirit up, when I can't talk to anyone. I guess somehow, I cried for 1 hour.. power luh... somehow, it was really the Lord's comfort... I play until I cannot play anymore.. I sat there and cry =/ haha. yeah. but oh well.. after that.. I went to do quiet time and all...yupyup. I felt alot better after that... and I studied geography for like 4 hours. rarrr. and I completed only one topic. haha. better than nothing. I'm off... wonder what tomorrow will be like. but I'm so not gonna let myself lose that motivation anymore...I'm carrying on with the race and with life.. as it comes.
/7:42 PM