Tuesday, May 08, 2007
haha. chinese and geog papers are over. whoaa.. it's amazing how I survived it. I was really drained after chinese paper... the longest compo I've ever written in a super long time. hah. oh well... geog paper was as difficult as expected, just a little hard to understand and yah. but I read one of the structured question wrongly =/ I read 1998 as 1988. so I did the entire graph trend write up from 1988 to 2006 instead of 1998 to 2006. my gosh... yeah.. I'll still get the marks.. I guess... but I wasted alot of time and I was like thinking, "how can a 3m question make us do so much" but I didn't check the question again -_- right. so I slacked a little in writing towards the end because of time constrains, where the front part is irrevelent and the back is relevent. I practically summarised the back part =/ rarrr.. was quite sad at that luh. wa lao.. but nevermind. I think I really don't know the world well... I actually thought that South Africa was a continent.. then later I was like.. "there isn't such a thing right?" so yeah.. I changed it to South America(: hee. yeah. ohh well... I think today's papers were quite different. it's like suddenly, whatever I want to write, I need to process and think before I write.. or I start to think like really alot compared to last time when I write my essays, no idea why. yah. but I think it's God's grace that today I keep thinking whether I'm sticking to the demands of the question or not, apart from my mis-reading on the graph question -_- but or else.. I believe I would do worse if the Lord had not helped me. I mean.. there was really alot of peace and all... I felt quite satisfied at the end of the day. like haha. I'm usually not the very easily satisfied kind, but that was a change... lol. God's satisfactory will satisfy all unsatisfactory (: I claim that. haha.Think about His loveThink about His love
Think about His goodness
Think about His grace
That's brought us through
For as high as the heaven's above
so great is the measure of our Father's love
Great is the measure of our Father's love
How could I forget His love
How could I forget His mercy
He satisfies, He satisfies
He satifies my desires
Even when I strayed away
His love has sought me out and found me
He satisfies, He satisfies
He satifies my desires
I really love this song. like alot. I guess it's the kind of song I need that would really help me along. hah. I cried yesterday when I heard this song. but oh well.. I guess.. it has helped me and give me the courage to let go all that I hold on to so tightly. yeah. I mean I would seriously expect myself to be very upset and discouraged just now... but i guess after that ministry session and QT yesterday , it's all much easier already. still learning though x) carrying God's burden is better than carrying my own, cause His burden's light. but how? that's another question, and an answer I'm looking for. xD I know if I don't, I'll confirm die. it's like.. I'll never survive it without God. neither can I even imagine going through everything and all that I've gone through without God. yeah. oh well.. haha. I'm unsatisfied with the world, but I'm satisfied in Christ, which helps me to satisfy all that I'm unsatisfied with. after all, the world will bring me countless unsatisfactories... haha. I serve a might God xD
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