Sunday, April 29, 2007
today we did ushering! whee.. haha. super fun. Janice and I were shouting together, shouted until we were like..."okay..not voice already" haha. met joy and her family.. lol. yupyup. anyway, I thought service today was really cool...yeah. I mean.. it was quite a different experience altogether. yeah. after service, for some reason, we were hyped up and kept going... "see you next week, God bless you", then it went to "be a warrior of light" and finally, "stand and fight! hai-yah!" wahahaha. it was fun... yeah. then as usual, we fellowshiped with all the cell members then went home...
actually, come to think of it... I've learnt alot today. I was rather down just before ushering and as we were about to do ushering, for some reason... yah... but I remembered what I told myself before:
"I'm so not going to be emo, even if I want to, now's not the time"
yeah... like that helped.. but as I went on to do ushering, I struggled to make myself smile and all... but eventually as I decided to do that, I just carried on smiling and all.. it came naturally. haha. so I ended up having loads of fun. yupyup. that was one. then service... worship and sermon combined to form an impact in me... I think it really opened my eyes to see things... I really learnt alot. or rather was very refreshed. yupyup.
what applies to me, I shall not be selfish. [I think I am. heh.] but anyway, I'll get rid of that...somehow... cause it doesn't benefit anyone. I shall not go to school with a heavy heart. now, I really think that school is a place that really moulds your character... especially how you go through each day with the Lord, it'll be an exciting journey... I wana walk that journey. it's cool! I can face all kinds of crap things in school and all... but what does it matter? the world is full of things that will never satisfy you, but your satisfactory is found in the Lord and I'm claiming that. this will give you that kind of peace and strength that you need to carry on each day. something I read about:
impossible = I M possible
it makes alot of sense... God is a God of impossibilities because He makes all things possible, right? it easier to fill your heart with disappointment;anger;inferiority and all... but it takes the one to ask God to fill your heart with joy. it's a decision God has given us... what do we want to do with it? that's the question. but I believe we all know what's best for us. and above my circumstances, I'm not going to fight a battle where I'm crippled cause I'm not... by faith I claim that. no matter what attacks I have faced or are coming my way, I always have the Lord to back me up and in whom I find my refuge and strength, that's the promise of the Lord, that He'll never leave you nor forsake you... the question is, do you want to count on that and believe Him and rise up to be a stronger warrior of light? we make decisions and choices, but no matter what we choose, all the paths we take will have something in common: A God that will follow us through it. because if He puts us through it, He will bring us through it. I claim that for myself. I'm going to have a rather tough 4 weeks that's coming my way, MYAs and OM. but by faith, I'm going to pull through, I'm going to survive it, I'm going to come out victorious for the Lord and I'm not going to be easily defeated because it doesn't make sense to be defeated that easily when I have a God that is fighting alongside with me and giving me the strength I need...I shall claim victory in the Lord. in many circumstances, you'll never know till you try. but in all circumstances, the Lord reigns over it and has already planned the outcome. you just need to go through it in faith that whatever the outcome is, it has already been planned by the Lord, and you work hard to achieve the victories in the Lord. His blessings and favour are always upon us... you can always look to Him for anything and everything. God is only a prayer away... He is around us all the time... He is around just when we need Him... isn't that amazing? why bother depending on ourselves when we have God to depend on? yupyup. so it takes alot of effort to go through all situations, but the Lord reigns over all... I may not know what everyone's going through, but I know our God is a good God and He will deliver us... it's not a may but a WILL. yeah.
/7:47 PM
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