hahaz. I'm posting again. lol. yes.. cause I was nagged by Jianxin to post and asked by jiajun to post. lol. jiajun himself never updates lo!!! hahaz. lol. but now I've something to post about, in case you haven't really noticed, I didn't really update that often nowadays cause my day was either super boring cause nothing much happened or because it was quite bad... maybe just pure un-interesting, so yeah.. recently my life has been like... very boring, got life = no life cause it's just boring and un-interesting. even at church I am like so... uhhh.. distracted. yes, distracted. the past week or so, I've been like really packed and no time for recreational stuff [which I don't really have one] yah. I've been wondering why my life's like that now.. so sian.. so restless. I guess the answer came on Sunday. oh well, I was pondering about it through the entire processing, if you haven't noticed that I was rather quiet, yah but I was still listening to what jiajun,chaoyang & basia were saying. yupp. still just distracted.. yupp. then I had 2 visions, which were rather... scary yet comforting. hahaz. so contradictive, but it's true. lol. so I needed interpretations, and I got it.. but I didn't know the reason, and I don't know why.. yupp. so Sunday night, talked to Jiajun, yupp. and yah, I guess what he said made alot of sense.. hahaz. so on Monday, things were still as usual boring... but I know that sunday had sort of made me want to make a decision.. and yah.

on Monday, like ummm.. at about 8 plus at night.. I sort of sensed the Holy Spirit wanting me t play some songs, though my piano was like.. quite crammed and there was no spance to sit to play.. I somehow managed to place a chair there to sit, but yah, I was super close to the piano so I could hardly play anything, but umm.. simple chords.. yah.. and somehow, even as I play, I keep going back to play the song "heart of worship". yupp. then after a while I decided to just sing and stop playing.. I have no idea why.. it just is.. hahaz. yupp. so I did that, and at that moment in time, somehow, I could sense peace just flowing into me.. hahaz. it's like suddenly, I'm not distracted anymore, very calm, very peaceful.. which I found quite amazing cause I hadn't really had that peace for so long.. and now it's so overwhelming.. and at that point, I just started playing again.. wrong notes, wrong key I don't care, no idea why, JUST PLAY. hahaz. it's just a different feeling. yupp. that was part one. hahaz.
yupp. so then I decided to go do QT first, since I had so strong peace.. hahaz. and I was prompted to do QT anyway, hahaz. so I did, then after I closed the door, I realised that my bible was outside, I wanted to go get it although I have another bible in my room [but it was a chimer version so I didn't really want to use it] anyway, when I wanted to go get it, something told me not to, but I wanted to. so immediately after I just turned the knob to open.. I felt the Holy Spirit draw back.. and I was like "ohhh... okayokay." then I close the door.. so I started.. just to pray in tongue.. and yeah, for once I could hear the holy Spirit's voice so cearly, as in it started of a little choppy, but it got more flowing.. yupp. hahaz. so I had new revelations and one more vision. hahaz. then I thought, " oh yay.." I didn't really dwelled so much on it..but I knew that my distractions, double mindedness were gone during that period of time.. it's just instant "it's the Holy Spirit".. no more "is zit the Holy Spirit? maybe it is, maybe it's not..." hahaz. yupp.
then okay, time to account back to jiajun.. yah. hahaz. and as I said what happened, many things had in that sense crystallised.. yah.. and I begin to understand more.. hahaz. it's really that amazing.. and I didn't know that that was an encounter with the Holy Spirit until Jiajun told me.. so I was like a little stunned.. hahaz.. but yeah, it happened anyway, then during QT itself, I realised that I've gotten the fire from within me burning again, the hunger has come back but in a stronger manner.. which is just really amazing. after QT, I had a different sense of satisfactory.. and although I didn't really feel physically refreshed, I knew something in my Spirit has been lifted up, and I had a slightly refreshed Spirit in me.. it's not very strong but I know that if I continue to keep it up, I know this refreshed Spirit within me will get stronger after QT each time.. hahaz. everything that had happened is just really amazing, this is the outline of it.. yupp. hahaz. that's my testimony(: but if you want to know, then I have the more detailed version xD. hahaz. lol. but I find it easier to say than to type it out, so yah, if you got lost while reading, apologies.. hahaz. yupp.

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