Thursday, June 01, 2006
I've no mood to blog now, but I'll still blog...woke up, blogged abt yesterday:) then went off to school to collect interim report for the first semester. meet charlene at kembangan, went to school together, waited in the hall..I already had a bad feeling abt my grades... ... saw my results, didn't do well..I still went to plaza sing wid zhenling and qiqi to eat lunch..but went to get bubble tea first, together wid grace,zhenling,qiqi..chloe went to buy slurpee.. anyway, walked ard plaza sing for a while then decided to go home.. that's my day..pretty boring huh?
now, talking abt my terrible results, actually I did ok, BUT the ppl in rgs are like so super smart and all got so high, probably I'm dumb or wad... so now my grades feel like so low and lousy..and I'm .......depressed? I'm.......sad? am I in the right school? ...now it's raining SUPER heavily, just nice, goes with my emotions... I wanna scream it all out, I want to cry it all out... do I have to change myself and become 24-hr study kind like most of them in order to get the grades that's considered good? ..................................................... ...............................................................
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I feel so stupid................. .................. ..................... ..................... ......................now I'm alone at home...no one's ard... ... ...no one would know if I cried huh?
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